an autumn day and one white goose seeks connection
Author: Claire Griffin
attention brings connection : part III
I was leaving
and just as I drew away
three girls dressed in black walked past
and you approached them
in the same way
you came to me
head forward
purposeful

they take your photo
discussing how to make you turn
so they can get a better angle
somewhere, sometime
you learnt to approach people
and now you still do it
even when we have nothing
to give you
though perhaps we do
is it too much to think –
is it our attention you seek?
I wonder if your curiosity
will be respected
I worry for you now
you have entered my mind
I carry knowledge of you
you inhabit me
you gave me your attention
I am not disappointed
I am not alone
© Claire Griffin 2016
attention brings connection : part II
coming back
from walking alone
on the empty beach

I see you you there on the bank
settled, quiet, resting
and beside you
stands one of your own, watching
there is difference
in its black head and neck
and soft grey brown body
I am happy for you
that you rest in company

and then you see me
you walk toward me
quickly, confidently
no fear, perhaps only expectation
that I might be like other people
with a pocketful of crumbs
do I disappoint you?
I have nothing
but my observations to give you
your blue-grey eye looks into mine
I see your rounded, white-feathered body
your sturdy legs
your wide-webbed feet
your solid beak
and orange like the sunset – legs and feet and beak
and the orange ring around your eyes
I’m that close

I watch as you nuzzle
between your feathers
shaking your head, releasing fluff
you stay long enough
for me to see all this
to start feeling like you want me
to know you
and then
your companion moves nearby
looks at me sideways – as most birds do
a glint of suspicion in those dark eyes
I move away
I give you space
I do not feel alone
I am not disappointed
attention brings connection : part I
from a distance
one white swan swims among the black

but as it draws nearer
I begin to notice
the thicker neck
the shorter beak
the up-tilted tail
head up while others feed
swimming from one group
to another
do I imagine its confusion
its anxiety
as it searches for its own kin?
strong feet drive it forward through the water
kicking one, two, glide
one, two, glide
it is not turned away
nor accepted
but space is made
tolerated with calm disinterest
as it passes by
no choice but to continue searching
alone

© Claire Griffin 2016
black
what is black?
The colour of my culture… people often question why New Zealanders have such an attachment to black. It is commonplace in our casual day wear, and highly evident in fashion design. We wear a lot of black. There was even a book written about its significance in our culture (which I confess I’ve never read – really must do so one day). Black features in our art and sports and songs, among other things.
During the recent attempt to change our flag, black was seen as an acceptable option by many.
I was listening to people discussing this whole “what is it about black…?” thing way back in 2011, and wrote my feelings in response. Hearing the same questions raised again recently prompted me to share this.
In this land of the long white cloud
we walk in the colour of storms and shadows.
We walk in black
the colour of night,
of the space between the stars,
the lines of history
we read in books
and on our faces.
We see each other
in the black centre of our eyes.
We walk in the night
with our eyes closed
burning with an inner light
black light
by which we find our way.
We choose the dark.
Ruru call in the bush
Pekapeka hear echoes in the cave
Wheke write warnings in the sea
Black is not the colour of absence,
or loss,
or separation.
We wrap ourselves in shadows
and feel secure.
The colour of night holds us together
and we are solid and strong and safe.
Black is the colour of my heart,
of my people,
of my spirit.
It runs like dark bush water through my veins.
© Claire Griffin 2016
goldfish
the vibrant golden fishes
swim near like
living persimmon
marigold petals flutter
water lily friends
circling the pond
shifting in and out of view
glimpses of the sun
between the reflected stalks
your world is a liquid mirror
solid and fluid
layers of light
one bright eye surfaces
you see me and dive away
you sense me and come closer
mouth tickles on skin
we connect for a moment
then you are gone
back to your green world
where the shadows paint your sky
© Claire Griffin 2016
summer rain
liquid love
throughout this long summer
the green world has held on
roots delving deeper
into the dry land
today it rained
slow, steady, gentle rain
falling quietly
caressing leaves
as it passed by
to the expectant earth
now in the after-rain
droplets rest on dry leaf-skin
balancing, waiting
until pores open
surface tension releases
they pool in hollows
to be absorbed
some slide to leaf-points
to hang like so many diamonds
re-engaging the botanical and elemental
liquid love in the silence
© Claire Griffin 2016
figs
there is an old fig tree
at the back of the family garden
and at the end of a long hot summer
it is dripping with fruit
we picked figs today
ripe and soft
some we broke open
and ate
some fell to the ground
and burst
with sticky hands
we filled a bag in minutes
plenty left for the birds
we drank tea and talked
catching up on recent weeks
sharing stories, laughing
supporting each other’s dreams
without question
it took an hour and a half to drive home
and by then
the sky had clouded
I take time opening the bag
and arranging the figs
each one a precious harvest
I break one open
and sunlight fills the kitchen
© Claire Griffin 2016